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[Umz]

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you
you drive me crazy.

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So went to see the doc today. Gave me antibiotics thank the LORD. I hope the pain can piss off now. Didnt manage to get internet access all day so i didnt manage to reply to the guy on time - crap Im actually freezing cold - I could do with some central heating right about now...

Well i gota meet kev to get my 'high'. Told him to suprise me with what he gives me..LOL...im thinking that might be a bad idea now..o well such is life . No idea how im gonna pay for it...he asked me for a blowjob last time. I was like ERRRRR hows about no, grabbed the bag and legged it . This time he prbly wont let me get away so easily. I need to fix up man. Prblem is i am literally dealing with SO much all at once, and i feel as though i have no support whatsoever. Somtimes u just need someone beside u to motivate u to stay away from the highs.

But this is MY life and I do it all by myself, because i have wankers as parents, dicks as siblings, and stoners as friends. Ya mon.

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[Baji_Me]

Sooooo, we're in New York eh. How very exciting . Honest to goodness i've had more fun sittin in my room watchin the rain fall. Gosh. I knew i wouldnt enjoy it. Im not into the hustle and bustle lifestyle.

So plane lands at say 9.15pm saturday. We get in line at customs. Have to fill in some forms. Dont have a pen. Get told we can complete the form once we get to the desk. Pscht, like hell...we get sent to god knows where to use a pen ....so i decide to ask the security lady for her pen...n she gives me a dirty look and says that i better give it bak to her ...n im thinking....well im basically thinking---> . We get bak in line...n the security guy, who's wearin a frown... points to the end of the hall...and tells us to go there and fill in the form properly. Oh my bludi days!....do these americans have no manners?!...They dont ask you, or inform u...rather they make demands. argh!...so i take the forms out of bros hands and have a verbal battle with this security dude..who thinks that by screwin up his face even more, i'll feel intimidated. Erm guess again love ....he ends up lending my bro a pen to simply WRITE HIS NAME AND DATE. I was so so so annoyed....n had my face turned away from the security officer. He stupidly asks wats the matter. Big mistake ....i went off on one. Bla bla ur so rude...bla bla no manners...bla bla not very welcoming...n he responds with... 'but not me..'. Oh shut up...ya'll the same im thinking ....so my bro gets asked to follow some officer for watever reason. Apparently gets questioned about my parents and terrorists training ....also gets a gun pulled out at him for the stupidest reason in the world. Ah well..guess they gotta be careful ...

The next day we're in my uncles cab. He's parked up in the pub carpark and popped into the shop accross the street. The pub owner comes out...n tells my bro to move the car ...my bro asks if it looks like its his car?....guy gets mouthy. My bro remains calm and explains he's no even from around here...guy says yes u r american....erm...lol?...then i get out of the taxi and he starts walking away...and says he's gonna get us towed. My bro says ok then ..meanwhile im starin at him like . Lord have mercy...these ppl are so rude. N besides this, noone even has a smile on their face. Nor does anyone have customer service skills.

We've spent £400 in 3days...n i dont recall havin done anything worthwhile. Mum is gonna kick some serious booty. Wat a waste of money man....tut.

On the plus side...we have a dunkin donuts next door ...12 donuts for $7. I really shouldnt....but i did ...

Ahahah also. Bro goes crazy over apparently being on the same bus as Samuel l jackson...or at least his lookalike. I didnt even know what he looked like...so i've googled him. N yes....it did indeed look like the above mentioned person. But i very much doubt it was him. Lmao in return, i do the followin. We're at a chinese restraunt. N the guy behind says salaam to my bro. I look around and see a black guy with a beard ....ok enuf of the blushing. Point is....i look at my bro n go... omg....omg...the guy from native deen..omg...arghhh.
Tehehehehehe.....oo that chicken lo mein was yum. The best meal we've had since havin been here.

Not many muslims here from the looks of it. I get stared at a lot...but meh. Did i tell u that the day i wear salwar kameez to the house of our relatives....is the day they decide to take us to some shopping centre. In which i saw not ONE pakistani/indian. Now that felt weird. I dont mind being the only hijaab wearer...but salwar kameez...cummon man. Tut.

Ouch...toothache. Ok time to sleep.

[LIB3RTY(Y)]

Nanny's died.
My greatgrandmother.
Born 16th December 1907
to
16th December 2009.
Agedd 102. On her birthdayy.
She was Christain, Nani's havingg a Christain funeral at home.
Was supposed to go to South Africa with mum, but she doesnt have the energy to travel.
Allah please help us.

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happy and alive again thanks

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And things were going so well. ...well not thaaaat great but still an improvement from being on non speaking terms.

So I phoned mum yday from there, and she made it damn clear what she thinks. I hate it when all my effort goes to such waste ...fukin annoying...they can suck my balls.

I think i might phone Zahra...hmmmmm. Shes the only one that smokes durin Muharram, besides me ...astaghfirullah..LOL.

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LOL i must be the only fukin woman on this planet who dont find him attractive. I think he's a bastard really

Spoke to aunty on the phone the other day...was ok.....i didnt rly know what to say but she did all the talking so its all good. Am expected to get married next yr LOL as if thats gonna happen Im so diseased...why must I be ill?

Found out Qasim comin out of prison soon...wanker deserves to be locked away for good tbh. He's not even sorry for what hes done.

Hmm i must go eat, im hungry.