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[LIB3RTY(Y)]

Erghh.
I Have Gastro Flu.
Fam Thinkss It'ss Cos Of Something Bad I Ate.
No One Will Ever Actually Know :S

Everyone From FHS Hates Me Now.
Just Cos I Dnt Have A Boyf,
And Said I Did.
Erghh You Know That Feeling When You Wish Everyone You Despised Cud Just Be Dead?

I Guess All Muslims Have To Be Patient Though.
So I Will Too.

I Know Allah's Always With Me, But I Need To Know When He's Gonna Help Me.
Haven't Been To School This Week. It's Wednesdayy Today.

Got Loads Of Hmwk.

Birthday In Around 34/35 Days I Just Lost Count ..

Saskia's Turned Into A Realllllll B____.
Sorryy I Know I Can'tt Swear On Thiss Website.

Ergh.

My Brother's Ruining Our House.
He's Made Mum And Dad So Bloodyy Upset.

No One To Turn To.

Hmf.

[LIB3RTY(Y)]

dfjsaflaskfd.

[vampire fever]

Thought of the day,,,,,, ummmmmmmm

I wish I was at school again!

[iluvsiair]

i jus joined this year and de web site is kewl!! i wish i knew what the website use to look lyke.. uh umm hi every bodt... seeya soon.

[Umz]

Sleepy so so sleepy but Much much Better,
Whoop to life
Sheppey was amazing, cleared head and lazed round lyk a giant blob
Alhamdulilahi alla kulli haal =)

[t0xy]

just about sums it up.

[t0xy]

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[Baji_Me]

Wat do u want me to say man, Gosh.

My jinn is bak. Its not official or anything. But i sensed his return a few weeks ago. About a week before mums return from pak, my sister asked if she cud sleep in my room coz she was scared of something or other. I was kinda glad she was bak in my room....at least now i cud sleep with my back towards the door. On so many occasions now my door unlocks during the night. I'd like to assume that i didnt lock it in the first place but hmmm....not very likely. Within me i feel safer with the door locked...im sure i wudnt forget. Anyways, i can hear movement at the foot of my bed. N the plastic bags start shuffling. N... ......*sigh*..i see a shadow. Alhamdulilllah im much stronger than i was a few months ago. I remember being up all night with the lamp on....or crying to sleep. My head hurting so bad coz i was reciting every verse i know with such force....not that it worked ....or did it.

U know how i hate ppl. Ppl talking to me. Ppl being in the same room as me. Ppl touchin me. Ppl in general annoy the hek out of me. U must know how much i dislike sleepin in the same room as my mum. I've only done it once in the erm....hmm let say once in the last 10years minimum. N that one time was when i heard footsteps walk past me, tapping on the window, and someone walking down the stairs....only there was noone awake. So i kicked my dad outa bed and slept next to mum. That was a few months ago. Only once mind u....i find sharing beds so icky...that i went back to sleepin alone. Or rather sittin up in my well lit room...alone . Yesterday tho...it got too much. I tried so very hard to ignore his presence. But as soon as i entered my room...i sensed him. But i put on an act n ignored his bootha. Made me bed, switched on my lamp, charged my laptop, n crawled into bed. Argh the stupid shuffling began...so i started reciting my quls. I did wat i had to do online, switched off laptop, turned off lamp...n jus stared into the dark. At this point i did regret having watched paranormal activity. Not that it was scary ....but the thought of things happning when im asleep..jus freaks me out. N then i sensed movement near my feet... n i decide to play surah bawarah on my phone. N i cant explain....i had my eyes closed n was reciting alongside it...but i jus got this awful awful feeling that he was sat there...listenin to it too ...urgh...i cudnt stand that feeling. So i ran into my mums room. N slept next to her again. I slept well there until 5am. Woke up sweating buckets and cranky. Decided to come go bak and sleep in my room ...weird. Dont recall sensin his presence. Dont recall seein any shadows. Fell asleep in my ice cold bed.

[Baji_Me]

Oopsi excuse all the typos in the above post .

Anyways, ive jus woken up and am in a lot of pain. My lower body jus aches. There is absolutely no reason why i shud be experiencin such muscular pain. I jus hope its not why i think it is ... u know wat...ever since i sensed this eerie presence 3years ago, ive not been in the best of health. N since last month....ive been ill-ish. I wonder..... am i jumping to conclusions.
Im certainly not lookin forward to tonight...*sigh*.

On the bright side, im goin to newyork on saturday. yeahy! Me and bro only. Too bad ive only got salwar kameez in my wardrobe ....il freeeeze to death! For goodness sake, u see one buildin, u seen em all! Why do ppl go nyc!! There is nothing there ....im only goin coz i have to, not becoz i want to ....but bludi hell do i feel like ive wasted money. Gosh. Ok...time to jump outa bed. Ciao

[LIB3RTY(Y)]

Birthday tomorrow. Allah thanks for making my Uncle much more better. Please let him live for at least another two years. Ameen.